Month: July 2007

  • My colorgenics survery results…

    I got this link about a year ago, and I took the “test.” I was amazed by the results it gave me, because it fit my situation at the time. I laughed it off, thinking it was under the “fortune cookie” guise—wording things just vague enough to fit anything… I kept it so I could take it a few months later, which is what I did today. I just wanted to see if it gave me different results, and boy did it ever. Again, it’s on point. How strange is that?

    Here’s what it said:

    “You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of
    feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm
    person and responsive to ‘All things bright and beautiful’. This
    personifies a caring person, a person who ‘needs’ and indeed ‘needs to
    be needed’.

    The
    way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and
    anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be – to say the
    least – difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that
    you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting
    for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don’t
    rush into making hasty decisions – make haste slowly.

    You are
    not an argumentative sort of person and ‘rather than fight – you’d
    switch’ (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert
    yourself – as sometimes you may try to do – you meet with so much
    resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you
    become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and
    quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but
    deep down, you ‘feel’ and ‘hurt’ a lot.

    As of late, you have
    been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous
    frustration. You haven’t been taking care of all your physical needs
    and it’s beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find
    someone to whom you can really relate – someone perhaps whose standards
    are as high as your own. You want to be different – to be
    individualistic – to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent
    control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give
    yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely,
    often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards
    to surrender to the general flow – to be like everyone else; a part of
    the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be
    overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You
    demand recognition and tender loving care.

    You have so many
    ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a
    stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from
    all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that
    may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things
    you so desire.”

    …take it for yourself now.

  • See what boredom can do to a person?

    Wedding pictures are in. Here’s a taste of just a few…

  • Harry Potter speak: spoilers ahead….

    It’s hard to imagine life without Harry Potter in it; the stories, although considered formulaic, are relatable, funny and full of suspense.

    I can still remember walking into the movie theater to see Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone for the first time. I hadn’t read the book yet, but the story that was being splashed over the news intrigued me. I can still remember, sitting in the packed cinema, with younger kids all around me, really getting into the flick. I truly thought that Snape was the villain. I felt Harry’s pains and triumphs, and I was genuinely shocked, surprised and impressed as the credits rolled. I bought into the rich story, and believed that somewhere in my imagination, Hogwarts existed. It was that day that I bought my first (three) Harry Potter books.

    Now, that doesn’t mean that I was into witchcraft, or was, just because I enjoyed Harry Potter’s fictional world, going to go to Hell. It was the fantasy I first fell in love with, and that love has carried me through seven books and five movies.

    I have stood in line for the past four books. I’ve been at fancy bookstore parties, grocery stores and even Wal-Mart, just standing there, for hours (or in a lucky instance, mere minutes) at the front of the line. It’s exhilarating to be around people that enjoy something so precious to yourself. To hear them talk about their thoughts on the plot, their theories (most are rediculous, but entertaining nonetheless), or just sit and stare wide-eyed at the clock, anticipating the stroke of midnight.

    I had Deathly Hallows in my hand at 12:01, but it took 7 minutes to get checked out. Timestamp on the receipt (which I’ve always used as a bookmark) reads 12:08. I was already half-way through Chapter 2 by that point.

    With all of this being said, what did I think of the book? I have mixed feelings. I read it in under 10 hours because I couldn’t put it down. It was darker than the other books, and the fear seemed even more real for our friends. People died. People got hurt.

    SPOILERS AHEAD: HIGHLIGHT TO READ

    I understood that people needed to be sacrificed for “the greater good,” but the ones who were chosen to die seemed to be picked out of left field, with no true explanation as to why or how. I mean, come on, you kill of Lupin and Tonks, and you don’t even give them a death scene!?! Really. Harry just walks up on Fred’s dead body, and it’s like Lupin and Tonks are an afterthought. PLUS, you have them get married, but Lupin is a virtual ass to her almost the entire book. In fact, she only resolves in shortly before their death saying “Oh, I forgot to tell you, Harry, Lupin’s moved back in with Tonks!” Gah, I think she could have explored a little bit more (and the fact that it sounds like their son Teddy, Harry’s godson, didn’t actually go and live with him… where did he go then?)

    LOVED the Ron and Hermione relationship. Their kiss was monumental, and it’s been great to see their love grow over the years. Harry and Ginny, while there was some sort of attractual tension between them, they didn’t really seem to connect (until the epilogue, of course)…

    At first, I failed to believe Moody died so quickly in the beginning. At least he died
    fighting; I think that’s the way he would have liked it, too. Hedwig’s
    death was very sudden and caught me off guard.


    Fred and George in the beginning made me laugh so hard. In “The Seven Potters” they drank the polyjuice potion and transformed into Harry and said, “We’re identical!”  Hah. And then when George’s ear got cut off, he
    said he was, “Holey.” I genuinely laughed out loud for that, but then, I always did laugh at them… I felt so bad for George when Fred died. I didn’t
    know who had it worse, George or Mrs. Weasley.



    Ron, while he had plenty of faults throughout the story, redeemed himself when dealing with Malfoy: (Ron punches Draco) “That’s the
    second time we saved you’re life tonight.”


    Voldemort: scary as shit, as always.

    Dumbledore: was it truly her intention to make us think so much less of the more stable figure in the series? I know that she wanted to show that he changed his ways, but it went a bit overboard for me.

    Snape didn’t die a very heroic death (as heroic as I had hoped, at least.) I’m
    guessing Rowling wanted to keep him as “the bad guy” until Harry saw
    his memories in the pensieve. The Snape/Lily thing was kind of weird
    but sweet at the same time. Wouldn’t it be weird if Lily got together
    with Snape instead of James? There weren’t as many Snape scenes as I would have hoped, though there
    was that whole chapter dedicated to him. I’ll miss Snape so much. He
    wanted to see Lily’s eyes before he died…


    I really wished it would have been Neville that killed Bellatrix. But, LOL, Molly said BITCH, so that made it somewhat worth it.

    The whole Gringotts thing… ummmmm… ok.

    Awww, Kreacher! And dammit, why Dobby?


    Hermione is still my favorite, btw.

    And now, the ending/epilogue. The final battle was great; it was fitting to be at Hogwarts, but it felt like Rowling needed to build up even more suspense, which is why she had Voldemort give Harry 30 minutes, then an hour to meet him… it was kinda pointless. Voldemort isn’t the most civilized killer, so why was he trying to be pseudo-civil now? Enjoyed the chapter with Dumbledore and “dead” Harry, but then the last chapter came and went so fast, it just felt like she had a word limit, and used them all up. She just stopped. Yay, Voldemort is dead. Boo, people died. Harry’s alive, friends are still by his side, and he made Dumbledore proud. The end.

    And now: I read seven books for this!?
    I saw a few spoiler sites in the days leading up to the release. Most I viewed unintentionally (people get a rise out of ruining something for you), and they were so bizarre, I wrote them off as being untrue. In fact, one of them said that Voldy would win, Ron dies, Harry dies, the Order falls, etc.. (see, rediculous, right!?) and then ON THE SAME PAGE, it shows pictures of what they believed to be the epilogue. Of course I read it, because the rest of what I read was absurd! I commented on how juvenille and neatly put together everything was. It seemed like the writing was so beneath what Rowling was capable of. It was a pleasant ending, but it didn’t really say much, it didn’t resolve anything, and it just sort of stopped. I wrote it off, because I just KNEW she wouldn’t do something so simplistic. Man, was I wrong. It turns out, while there wasn’t an OUNCE of truth on the entire site before the pictures at the bottom of the page, THE PHOTOS OF THE BOOK WERE TRUE. Every word. I am glad they all got together, had kids, and life carried on, but really? Where do they work? What did they DO WITH THEIR EDUCATION WE’VE BEEN READING ABOUT FOR YEARS!?! All we know is: they got married, had sex, and popped out kids. Good for them.

    With all of that said, I still enjoyed the book, but it’s the “final” chapter in the series (for now). I think that no matter what she would have done, I would have been just as critical, because quite honestly, other than two more movies and the prospect of reading the books again and again, my journey with my Hogwarts friends have come to a close.

    All was well.

  • more news from the homefront…

    Alex and I are going to go home this weekend, so we can help with whatever we can… Here’s a daunting post made to the Coffeyville flood website. I don’t think I can prepare myself enough for what I’m going to see this weekend. Please everyone, keep praying.

    (The bus tour was done by FEMA and other agencies so that people could ride through the damaged area (the parts that could be accessed, at least) so they could survey how bad their homes were. They were not allowed to get out of the bus, but simply look at the devestation.)

    Monday Bus Tour

    posted by John Collins on @ 6:23 am

    The following points were shared with those on the bus tour of the flood damage yesterday:

    “The damage you will be seeing throughout this tour will be almost overwhelming.”

    “We have all seen the video of the damage done by Hurrican Katrina, and the tornado in Greensburg.”

    “The damage that this flood did to our community is every bit as
    devastationg — in a bit of [a] different way — as the damage done by
    those storms.”

    “It is not going to be easy to look at. It is not going to be easy
    to realize that many of these homes will never be able to be repaired
    and occupied.”

    “There will be a number of assessments made in the near future about
    the structural stability of the homes, and the extent of [the] damage
    that the mold on the inside of the homes [has] done.”

    “We can’t say right now which homes may be repairable and which ones won’t, but [sic]those assessments will take time.”

    “One of the things that will have to happen before the search crews
    being able to enter [sic] the homes and ensure that there are no
    additional victims — before you are able to go into your home to remove
    any of the property which you may be able to save, is that the house
    will have to be adequately ventilated for anyone to go inside.”

    “The search teams will be using a process of graduated force to
    safely enter the homes. In some cases, this will involve turning the
    knob on a door or doors. In some cases, it will involve having to force
    the door open.”

    “In some cases, it may involve breaking out windows to ensure that
    the structure is sufficiently ventilated to allow the search crews —
    and in a few days you — to enter the home safely.”

    “I can assure you that these crews will not use any more force than
    is absolutely necessary to make these structures safe for the search
    crews to enter — and for you to go in and get your property.”

    During a Ministerial Alliance meeting, Jeff Morris, Coffeyville City
    Manager, shared that in some houses, mold growing inside has used up
    all the oxygen. (This is determined by sticking a handheld oxygen
    sensor through an open door.) Search Teams cannot open a window from
    the inside because they would never make it to the window. In such a
    case, windows must be broken from the outside. Such breakage is being
    kept to a minimum.


  • are you kidding me!?!?

    as if things couldn’t get any worse/weirder in this world… (thankfully, it looks to be a hoax. let’s hope so.)

    Nicole Richie’s baby to star in “The Simple Life: Mommies”

    Hollywood – E! announced Monday that it will use Nicole Richie’s
    pregnancy in the next season of “The Simple Life,” which will be titled
    “The Simple Life: Mommies.” “If you thought Nicole and Paris were
    terrible as farmers, interns, and camp counselors, wait until you see
    how badly they screw up raising a newborn baby!” said E! president Ted
    Harbert.

    Under the terms of Richie’s contract with E!, the cable network has a
    first look deal to develop programs with any of her offspring from
    conception through age 5. As soon as Richie acknowledged publicly that
    she is pregnant, E! immediately exercised its option and cast “unborn
    baby Madden-Richie,” as s/he is currently referred to in contracts, in
    the still in-development new season of “Simple Life.”

    “We
    knew Paris and Nicole trying to raise a baby was a recipe for hilarious
    comedy that your young female demographic would love,” said E! senior
    vice president of programming Lisa Berger. “But we were having the
    toughest time finding parents who would let us use their newborn
    infant. Not to mention the liability insurance nightmares. But when
    Nicole got knocked up by her boyfriend, we knew ‘The Simple Life:
    Mommies’ was ready for a green light.”

    The series is set to
    start production this fall, when Hilton will accompany Richie to Lamaze
    classes as her birth coach. She will also be present at “unborn baby
    Madden-Richie’s” delivery, for which E! is already building a fully
    functioning hospital room set on a Los Angeles soundstage.

    As
    with previous seasons of “The Simple Life,” E! is hiring writers to
    help “develop” storylines for “The Simple Life: Mommies.” Insiders say
    episodes in the works include one which Richie tries to sneak her baby
    past the bouncer at hip Hollywood nightclub Hyde; another where Hilton
    accidentally feeds the baby a vodka tonic instead of refrigerated
    breast milk; and a third where the pair berate the two week-old baby
    for refusing to use the toilet and continually pooping in his or her
    pants.

    “Paris and Nicole don’t like ‘gross’ smells and they
    definitely don’t like touching ‘gross’ stuff, so I bet we can get
    several episodes of comedy from them figuring out what to do with a
    dirty diaper,” predicted Berger.

    Richie’s boyfriend, musician
    Joel Madden, has already been hired as a production assistant on the
    show in order to let him spend some time with his baby during breaks in
    shooting.

  • Coffeyville is drowning…

    Here’s the situation. The river hath overfloweth, and my mom, friends and other family in Coffeyville are under feet of water. Their drinking water has been shut off, and the east side of town has been evacuated. Apparently, they have three days worth of water, provided they conserve. My mom, who lives off the river, is boxed in her house (which, thankfully, has not flooded yet) and has no way to get to town, or to another road to leave. Hopefully she has enough food to last… Oh. And she may be out of a job, seeing that the refinery has flooded (and spilled oil into the flood water)…. good times.

    Please keep my family, Coffeyville and Southeast Kansas in your prayers!!



    Look, ma! You made the national news!


    The local story….

    In other news, I cut my hair. I think it’s kinda cute…

    Alex survived his first overnight shift… he’s passed out right now, with any luck. Oh! He got a B on one of his summer classes; just one more to go this week, and he’s on the road to graduation! Hooray!

    Hope everyone has a safe and happy 4th!

    Loves and AOT,
    –Jen