October 16, 2007
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ok, so i’m freaking out a bit. i have a fantastic opportunity to do something great, but i just feel like i want to not even try. i’m comfortable where i’m at, and i’m terrified of change. what do i do?
either way, i’ve committed myself to learning more about it, but should something come out of it, do i go for it, or leave it alone for what i already have?
wish me luck. in the meantime, i’m breaking out in hives just thinking about it. damn anxiety.
haircut and shopping tonight. maybe that’ll calm me down.
oh, fair day was cancelled for tomorrow, and moved to thursday. in a way, that’s even better, b/c i’m off on friday. unfortunately, alex requested off tomorrow for that very reason, and now he can’t go. i’m mad about that, but oh well. at least we’ll be going when it doesn’t rain.
loves and AOT (again),
–jen
