Month: January 2009

  • Sleepy girl’s ramblings

    This is our first weekend apart since before getting married. a huge leap forward on our relationship and we didn’t have more than a second to let it sink in before hitting the road. Four hours, driven alone. Time with family without my family … It shows how grown up and independent we are, but at the same time we realize it’s always better together.

    As I snuggle into a narrow sofa, he is luxuriating in a king siZe bed of awesome. Lucky.

    Yes, I am beyond tired at this point.

    I miss my husband, but I think I miss my bed more. ;)

  • Why I hate melatonin.

    A few weeks ago, I posted about my battle with insomnia and RLS. (You can see it featured on healthkicker today … yes, I am Ms. Cookie. )

    Many of you shared your own stories, and for that, I thank you. It’s always nice to know we’re not alone in our struggles. For some, melatonin seemed to be the solution.

    Melatonin is a hormone secreted by the pineal gland in the brain that helps regulate other hormones and plays a critical role in determining when we fall asleep and when we wake up. It is all-natural and non-habit forming—a change from my current prescription of Ambien CR. Also, at $7.50 for a 60-day supply, the thought of saving money was just an added bonus.

    As I walked into my local GNC this past weekend, I was hopeful I had found a better solution to my sleeping problem.

    I took the sublingual tablet Monday evening—it goes under the tongue for quick disolution and absorption—and within minutes, I felt it coursing through my body. But sleep wouldn’t come. In fact, it just made me more aware of the lack of sleep I was getting. My heart was beating through my chest, and even the smallest light from the wall’s smoke detector put me on edge. I had the worst headache imaginable, but I couldn’t move to fix it. My body was resting, my mind, awake.

    When I “woke up” the next morning, I was groggy. I needed to go into work, but couldn’t. I ended up falling asleep some time later, and snoozed through most of the afternoon. So much for putting my sleep schedule in check!

    Last night, I decided to give it another go. The doctor suggested taking two pills, so I did. But it didn’t help. In fact, the headache came faster, and the restlessness was more intense. I was lucky to be able to sleep a few hours this morning, but I’m groggy as hell. I had errands to run today, but I won’t be driving anywhere. Better safe than sorry.

    Perhaps it’s because I have a more advanced case of insomnia and RLS, but melatonin just didn’t work for me. I really wish it would have, both for my health and my wallet.

    Have you taken melatonin before? What was your experience like?

  • 2009, I’m ready.

    Sit back and reflect on the beginnings, instead of overly-anticipating the end.
    It will come; just enjoy the road that is taking you there.


    Learn to let go.
    Grieving is fine,  but know it’s okay to move forward.



    Laugh and play.
    Do it often, Dr. Jen’s orders.



    Take risks.
    Scared of heights (and ropes, and lack of floor)? Just do it. You’ll never really know what something is like unless you TRY.

            

    Family should always come first. Yes, late nights and time away from them pay the bills, but never forget it’s THEM you do it for.

         
     
    Think about all the people that you don’t understand and get to know them.
    You may find your best friend under the misjudgments.

    Apologize when you’re wrong AND when you know what you’ve done wrong.

    If you can’t say something nice, don’t waste your breath. (Save it for something more productive … like singing in the shower!)

    2008 was a great year, but the best is still
    to come for us all. Cheers, 2009!