i'm sinking, i'm drowning, i'm falling even deeper,
there's no ledge to cling to — it's getting steeper.
i struggle, i pull, i claw for the top,
the agonizing fall just doesn't stop.
my strength is depleted,
my brain and body, defeated.
with my next breath, i count to ten,
attempting to climb this mountain again.
i apologize for being vague. i'll have a protected post up this evening to explain it all. i just wanted to get down what i am feeling right NOW; hopefully it will be resolved by this evening. (if you'd like to be on the list, let me know. also, for those on the list now, please let me know if you'd like to stay — doing a little fall cleaning 
)random side note: my new glasses finally came in!
Comments (51)
I am so sorry you're feeling this way right now!
In other news, your glasses are adorable.
*Hugs*
I hope whatever it is gets resolved! You're in my prayers.
Oh yes, just focus on the fact that you look really cute.
KEEP ME ON!
Glasses are SUPER cute I love them! AHH!! ADORABLE! I wear them too, and I'm almost legally blind so I can't see without them, no matter how much I hate them.
Of course I want to stay on your list! =]
i hope you start feeling better then this. your new glasses look great! i'd like to be added if you want to add me :)
I wanna be on it if I am not already...If I am, keep me! Hope every thing is/turns out okay!
cute glasses!
I like your glasses! :)
And I'm sorry you're feeling that way :(
Nice glasses!
I think I was on the list, but I'm not sure if I fell off the list or wasn't on the list in the first place. That doesn't change the fact that I'd like to be on the list though.
I hope you feel better :-/ and who ever it is...if you want, i know Kung fu ( i've seen Kung Fu Panda!).......ill kick them to smithereens!!!!
oh and uhhh...can i be on the list too???? (i'll only kick them if you say its ok!)
im sorry you are feeling down right now..I hope that some day you might feel you could trust me enough to put me on the list..but dont put me on if you dont feel you can. I will be praying for you that you'll get through this. bless ya!
Keep me on so I can give you tons of useless advice. :P
So, friendly-friend. Do you find writing to be as cathartic as I do?
Love the glasses, and I'd love to see the protected post if you deem me importanta enough!!
Please add me. I've only just started subbing you, so I'm sure I'm not on it.
I'm sorry you're bumming. I hope whatever it is gets sorted out quickly!!
Cool glasses.
I pray everything works out.
God Bless.
You're pretty. I'm definitely a glasses man...
/awkward
I WANNA BE ON THE LIST!
ur glasses r cute!
Ooh! Put me on that there list now.
A lot of people have mentionned this already, but the glasses are really lovely.
Oh and whatever it is that's bothering you, I hope you feel better soon and that it all works out. It can get resolved!
*cheers to encourage you*
keep me on and i love your glasses!, i hope you feel better and let me know if you ever wanna talk <33
I'd like to be on the list! Although I'm not sure where I read protected posts, will it be in my universal inbox as usual? ....Hopefully you'll be back at the top by the time you post!
sounds bad? can I please be on the list?