May 27, 2004
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Ok, but….
Thank you all for your comments. You have no idea how much I truly appreciate each and every one of them. I would like to point out, however, that I am writing in this web journal FOR ME. This is my one place to vent, to get my true feelings out, whether that includes the profane language that some aren’t used to hearing from me, or my weak moments. I decided to write in this so that I could be honest with myself, and if my friends read it, that would be fine, because they would love me regardless. Besides, it saved me tons of times from repeating my daily occurances over and over. I have never been completely honest with how I was feeling, and this is my therapy. This is my way to express myself. I am sorry if I am not living up to the ideal of “Jennifer,” but I am being myself, the raw and uncensored version, and if you don’t like it….please don’t bother reading anymore.
This journal is getting me through….let me have it my way, please, and love me regardless. Thank you.
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I am sorry for doing more harm than I intended to. Please forgive me. I’m just use to the sweet, almost innocent, loveable, and hugable Jennifer.
I knew you were strong, but being able to lift me up and throw me to the side like that… WOW … I thought that only Erc could do that. ;) There you go, showing-off again!!
–One Giving Mad-Props–
Sista, I totally hear ya. I have an “alternate” site where I tend to be a bit less censored in my writings. You just hang in there and work through stuff. Know we’re here for feedback when you ask for it. Deal? Deal! AOT
It’s always so great to look back at successful bloggers very first post, this one is no different. I think this was a wonderful way to begin.
@o_Dirty_Blonde_o - LOL, there were a lot more between then and now, but i’ve moved most of them to private
(seriously, i have blogged almost daily since 2004 
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